Selfishness is a jerk.

“In vain I have struggled. It will not do. My feelings must not be repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you.”
-pride and prejudice

Dont give up. Happiness is almost here…i can feel it.

On my own, pretending he’s beside me. All alone I walk with him till morning. Without him, I feel his arms around me and when I lose my way I close my eyes and he has found me.

In the rain, the pavement shines like silver. And the lights are misty in the river. In the darkness the trees are full of starlight and all I see is him and me forever and forever.

And although I know that in my mind. That I’m talking to myself and not to him. And although I know that he is blind…still I say there’s a way for us.

I LOVE HIM but when the night is over. He is gone. The river’s just a river. Without him, the world around me changes…the trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers.

I LOVE HIM but everyday I’ m learning. All my life, i’ve only been pretending.
Without me, his world will go on turning. A world that’s full of happiness that i have never known.

I love him but only on my own.

Les Mis.

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Talked my self out of it. I thought thats what He wanted too… GUESS NOT!

I just dont get the goal or where my path is headed.

I ignore and ignore and try to stray but the moment they talk im eating out of their hand. Blaaah. Poop on you.

I know no one reads this but it feels good to vent ya know? Blah

John 13:7 “Jesus replied, ‘You do not realize now what I am doing, but later you will understand.”

Eyes open
the pain of others finally clear

How it happens is unfathomable. I just dont see how a world full of such wonderful things could be bad

The world its self isnt bad, and its not filled with bad people its filled with humans who sometimes…make stupid decisions.

God made us all perfectly, we corrupt ourselves with worldly disires.

If everyone stopped, backed up, and looked at the situation and considered the consequences before they continued…would the world be any different?

Smile, forgive and forget. Hold on and youll no sooner move forward than backward.